Wayward Soul

Days go by,

I'm  sick of standing idly by

I'm out here questioning,

Everything under a midnight sky

Chorus

Just trying to find a way

For this wayward soul

Trying for answers

Trying to gain control

Of this wayward soul

I could assume

Assume that you were right

And I could believe

That trying isn't worth the fight

Chorus

So now I'm down here,

Down  here on my knees,

It's the last place I ever thought I'd be

But I'm praying for guidance

Asking  what I should believe

Now there's this voice,

Growing from deep within

And there's this feeling,

That's pulsing like there's never been

Oh I'm just trying to find a way

For this wayward soul inside of me

Trying for answers

Trying to gain control

Of my wayward soul

The days go by,

No longer standing idly by

Found my answers,

Under a midnight sky


So one of my friends informed me that I needed to put a little back story about the songs so she knew why I wrote it, or what inspired me. So slowly I will try to do that for all of these, some of these are so old though that I don't know if I will even really remember. But I will try.

This song is actually pretty new, I am pretty sure I wrote it in February. I like to accredit this song to a time in my life when I was getting to the end of a very confusing time and was finally finding some answers and having what I like to call my own spiritual revolution. I was being to realize that I believed in the gospel whole heartedly but I was not relying enough one the Lord to guide me and was not consulting him enough in my life. I like to think I am getting better at that and have made huge leaps towards being in sync with what I want and what I need according to my Heavenly Father. So that is that for this song.